Showing posts with label I change my mind a lot. Show all posts
Showing posts with label I change my mind a lot. Show all posts

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Peace At Last.

Hello me lovelies! All apologies for neglecting you so, as of late. What can I say? Life has a way of getting out of hand now and again.

Within the last 2 weeks I:
-attained a new job!
-gave notice to my current employer.
-started the new job!
-resigned from the new job.
-reacquired the old job!
-came down with exudative tonsillitis.
-neglected all creative outlets.
-survived way too much stress.

Amidst all those ups and downs, there were a couple of nights that I let the unknown get the best of me. Quitting one job before having confirmed another is not exactly my cup of tea, but it was something I felt I had to do. So, I did it. Then I freaked out accordingly.

I managed to single handedly destroy my immune system via stress. Thus causing my tonsils to make an attempt on my life. >_<

Worry does NO GOOD. None. Remember that.

So, I am currently very thankful to be updating the old blog here. Even if it does mean germing up the laptop. I have a long weekend to relax, overcome my tonsils, and let everything sink in.

God willing, things are back to how they belong.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

WHAT'S THIS?!

I have inadvertently fallen in love with this place. In part at least.

It's got some really beautiful places, which I will post pictures of at some point. Right now I need to be in the shower and going to pick up the husband person. We're going to the zoo, where I will most likely attempt to set some inadequately caged critter free. Maybe not. Perhaps this zoo is nicer than others. I hope.

My new favorite thing is to smile people to death-or life rather. It's been working too! I have proudly smiled at least 8 people out of their zombie death walks. It really throws their groove off, but I'm okay with that.

The guys are the best, but I have to be careful with them. Too big of a smile and they're starting a conversation. Then I have to quickly mention my husband and watch their little faces drop. Not that there are a ton of interested parties. Just two actually.

Anyhow, I'm surviving at this point. I just avoid the things that make me cry. If I can fix it, then I will. If I can't I'll steer clear. And I fill my time up with a gazillion fun things. Shops around the Moscone Center. All the fun free things. Pretty places to roam around. Parks to picnic in.

I will always be a southern girl I suppose. I like to go to cities, but I'm not sure I'd want to adjust to living in one. I love always having somewhere to go and something to do, but I can do without hiding up on the twelfth floor to escape the sounds of cars and sirens. I need grass and trees, more dirt than asphalt, birds singing and wind blowing to be the predominant sound. Kentucky, Florida and Alabama have spoiled me rotten, I guess.

Should I Write A Book?

Yesterday I made a Facebook post in an attempt to deal with some obsessive thoughts I was having, thoughts I have often, that drag me down. ...